I afraid to stay home
I don’t want to be alone
I’m afraid to speak of
Speak of the things that are on my mind
Afraid they won’t be kind
To scared to go out
To afraid that I’ll doubt
Doubt my inner voice, my heart
I don’t trust the voice within saying make a new start
The new start makes me forget
What really poses a threat
A threat to all that I need to do
Just so I can get through
To where I need to be
A place where I can be free
Free of those thoughts, they keep coming back
They make me feel like having a jetlag
©Ilona Brandwacht 28-02-2012