It’s all going wrong
I can’t hold on
Hold on to the path I have taken
Every road is shaking
It feels like there is a storm on the way
Everything in me is saying run away
Run as far as you can
But this wasn’t a part of the plan
I thought things were finely going up
I got a chance, I got a job
Everything was going well
I even started to come out of my shell
But now everything is a mess
I’ve lost the will to fight, I must confess
I don’t know how much more I can take
I just wish this was a bad dream from witch I could awake
Everybody wants me to believe it will get better
They don’t understand what I’m going thru, it’s not just bad weather
I wish it was as simple, just a little storm that ends as easy as it started
I guess I am just weak hearted
©Ilona Brandwacht 10-12-2012