One step forward is two steps back
It feels I’m under attack
I want to go forward but don’t know how
I want to life in the here and now
It seem to be an impossible task
I always have a question to ask
I need to know
Someone who can show
Show me what I’m doing wrong
Tell me what is going on
I don’t understand why
My mind is telling me a lie
I don’t understand what is going on
What am I doing wrong
When did I make a mistake
What path do I need to take
How will I know if I’m doing it right
When can I stop this fight
When will I go forward without a struggle
I need to stop this juggle
I need to find my way
I need to live today
Take it day by day
Keep my thoughts from drifting away
©Ilona Brandwacht 11-01-2014