©Ilona Brandwacht

I am different 06-06-2015

I am different in a way
I don’t know how to say
When you look at me, You cannot see
What’s so different about me

I live in a different place
It’s my one space
A world where I can feel well
Where I can come out of my shell

It’s a place that’s in my mind
A place I can always find
Others don’t understand
It’s something I have planned

In this space I can live my life
Without having to take a dive
Into things I do not get
Things that make me sweat

I do not understand this world I’m in
It makes my head spin
I cannot follow what they say
I don’t feel okay

Everything changes to quick
It makes me feel sick
My feelings are entwined
I don’t know how to find

The words to explain
I am going insane
Why can’t I understand this
What did I miss

All my live people said
Just use your head
But no matter how I tried
All I could was hide

Hide away in my own little space
Go back to my save place
finely I found people like me
Now I am who I can be

©Ilona Brandwacht 06-06-2015

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