There is something I cant seem to change
Its what I do in my own ways
I’ve always had high expectations for myself
I always have to reach for the highest shelf
When something is done
I must see did I do anything wrong
Should I have don it an other way
Did I give it everything I had did I do okay
This way of doing things is taking its toll
Its been a heavy on the soul
I’m tiered I cant do it no more
I cant keep op this score
Why cant I just be happy with the choices I make
It is time that I awake
I need to change my expectations
I need to get some patience
Even I didn’t do is right the first time
This doesn’t make is a crime
I just need to know I did my best
The next time I’ll do the rest
I’m just another person
I did all that I could have don
Remember there is another way to do it to
So the next time I will know what to do
©Ilona Brandwacht 11-08-2013