Someone please tell me what’s coning on
What am I doing wrong
I don’t understand why
Why doesn’t it work when I try
I try to understand
Use the tools at hand
Practice what I have learned
I’m starting to get concerned
I know what I’m doing is wrong
It’s taking to long
My hart is telling me how to feel
But my mind is telling me it’s not real
I’m in a constant battle with my thoughts
Its so hard I am starting to see dots
I’m driving myself insane
Nothing is ever the same
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know how to get thru
It seems to find me where ever I go
Its really hurting me so
I can’t help but ask WHY?
©Ilona Brandwacht 23-6- 2013