I’ve lost my way
Don’t know if I’m okay
Can’t say how I feel
Don’t know what is real
My thoughts are a mess
I’m having to mush stress
Can’t think straight
My thoughts carry to mush hate
I’m mad at me
This is not where I need to be
I need to be alright
I need to fight
Fight to get through the day
Fight to find my way
I don’t want to be lost
I want to succeed at any cost
Don’t know what to do
Don’t know how to get through
Will it ever be alright
Or is this an everlasting fight
©Ilona Brandwacht 27-04-2017