My mind is telling me
This is not all I can be
Why can’t I learn some more
Be who I was once before
I want to find out, who am I
Others ask me why?
This is not who I want to be
This just can’t be me
I don’t believe I’ll get trough
I’m not able to do what I set my mind to
I need to be true to myself
And stop reaching for the highest shelf
To high expectations is not what I need
Why am I always going high-speed?
Now it’s Time to start taking is slow
For I am ready, I want to grow
I want to learn all about me
So I’ll will be able to see
It’s okay to have a breakdown
As long as you don’t drown
As long as you’ll keep on going
It means you are growing
To become a better version of you
Because you are learning what to do
When things get tough
Life is getting rough
You will know what to do
So you’ll get through
Believing in myself is all I need
I need to take lead
Take Lead in the right direction
Without wanting perfection
For the road I am about to take
I must be fully awake
Because I am the only one
Who can make this an home-run
When you choose your own way
There is nobody who can say
You’re doing it wrong
Your hart has known all along
No matter where you go
As long as you will show
When your confidant about your choice
you have listened to your inner voice
©Ilona Brandwacht 25-01-2018